i thought i forgot the password to this

Fuck you for stealing my thunder, Magi!!


And so, robomechadedede.livejournal.com is effectively dead with this entry. I will transfer LVMNDC! over to some webpage form sooner or later as well as simple archival, and maybe a few entries of my own interest (the time I got hit by a car, hooray), but I've discovered new beginnings are good beginnings, and things you leave behind actually do become horribly shitty in your absence. The world revolves around you, dear reader. haha just kidding it revolves around me, i am going to kick god's ass and figure out who is setting my life up so perfectly for me; self-evolution is unstoppable and those who try to resist it are the truly close-minded, god isn't dead - he's just an asshole, y do we fall? so we can pick ourselves back up again!, i worry about whether i'd be relieved if my family died, it's hard to care about lines of text but when you do care you cant help but wonder why, croatians have been assholes towards me more than serbians ever will, four week socialite and four year recluse, respect your elders especially elder janitors especially unionized ones and especially unionized elder janitors who hate unions, i've never been in love i've just fallen in love with the idea of being in love- that means i dont know if i ever really cared for either of the three of your or if i just liked the idea of liking you, grilled cheese is for faggots, everyone has a story to tell the only people who are true scum are the ones who forget where they came from, hitler was the world's greatest statesman and fuck you for thinking i'm some degenerate monster because you'd probably not even think twice if i said stalin was you brainwashed dope, maybe one day i'll be margaret thatcher but margaret thatcher thought she'd be churchill one day and i dont know who churchill thought he'd be and i cried when the pope died but i havent prayed to anyone but myself for a few years now, And yet somehow I wake up with a smile on my face and a new swing to myself because these things are as relevant to my happiness as what i had for breakfast on september 23, 1989 is to my entire life; the troubling part is that it probably determines it; I'm perfectly sane I'm just trying to sound deep, why do all my dreams defy god's law, why cant i become god, if i am god who is the guy i think is god, how am i going to wake up on time tomorrow, how am i going to pass my test friday, how am i going to get a good average, how am i going to get into a co-op job, how am i going to manage all this, how am i going to survive four more years, will i ever see you again, what now, is this it, did i do okay, am i doing okay, what's your name, i dont know, i feel strange, this will never happen, what really happened that night, do you know im alluding to sex, why do i care if you know im alluding to sex, especially since ill never explain, oh no, i already have, did you read all this, what did you think, no, you didnt, oh, no i am unsure too, is it really me, was it ever me, i hope it never becomes me, but i also do hope some does, i hope some goes away, i hope your life is good because its the best i can do, i hope you hope mine is good too because we're all alone but it doesnt hurt to work together, what did it mean when you threw your coat on me, when i embarassed you, when we refused to acknowledge what we both knew, where are you, you're the reason i hate captain crunch and all i know about you is nothing, why do you weigh on my mind when it didnt bother me and i blacked out, why does it matter since its been so long, and here you are who are you, you dont matter im just killing time, will i wake up tomorrow, will i wake up content, would you come this way, thank you, would you be mine, would you be with me, would you shut up for a second, thank you, you're welcome, no problem, i'm proud, you're pround, pround, pround, proud, with hesitation i wonder why, i dont feel like finishing, i am tired, i hope i wake up from life, i dont want to fall asleep, i dont want to live, i want to succeed, i want to conquer, i want to strike emotion into people, i want to decimate, i want to inspire, good night here is the prologue to it


And now for the best send off to an above-average masquerade of relevance. If anything, it looks out of place

because it's real.

All future entries are friends only. Has to do with 2 things, online life and internet ...shit. This is only meant to block people I don't know from seeing things! There is [going to be] a corresponding f-lock entry to this post with the new account I'm going to start using, ok? Ok. Sorry for flooding your pages.

Anyone from any LJ Communities looking for me can post in this post as well, temporarily anyways??

i accidentally took 2 dayquil so i followed with 2 nyquil so i'll probably die tonight


just for the record, it's so my cold will go away

it  is      


                                               my






       eighteenth




                                                  birthday              

do y'all like anime

i love anime


check out my display picture lj icon :-)

Holy shit, this is the best forum registration system ever

I would definitely would love to know how to do some magic. It's not real, but for that moment, when you astound every single person that's watching what you do by seemingly shattering the laws of physics and everything everyone's come to accept as truth and fact, it's like you're defying God himself. That's pretty cool.

The nanos came in today, obviously late, so I finally saw one for the first time today.

Damn, they are ugly!!

So I ordered the 80GB classic (ordering it was fun because I had a brainfart and kept asking the dude (who was wearing a Sony shirt, I kept thinking of Chooch and thus wanted to beat him up) about a 60GB classic), it should come within a week.


School is raping me anally as far as academics goes. I forgot some reading assignment was due and my organized nature of coming to class, setting my pens out, getting some paper, and having a really structured layout is completely contrary to the small little things you write on and have to get in and out of your seat within 30 seconds or everyone trying to get past you gets annoyed. So my notes are a mess and I feel horribly unorganized. I also failed some math assignment (hi anthony)!!

I still do love university, though, but honest to god I think maybe I should've said 'fuck off' to science because my performance in it has always been irrationally fluctuating, and it's unnerving when some dude writes a chemical formula on the board and is like 'what are the physical properties of this' and I'm just like "fucking what." and everyone else cooly sits there and can rattle things off about it. And I had a 98 in Chemistry last year!!

fuuuuuuuuck


I wonder if I can just fail a year of university and come back next year and do English

my family would disown me and I'd end up with some shitty job probably, but apparently I write essays at a fourth year level so what the hell!

the new krr

is looking pretty boring (it also has cyber z74, haha what the fuck)

comments screened because while I'm not mad at anyone, some of you will just want to provide retarded commentary I eon't care for



Since my usual activities are no longer welcome on KRR, even if I am welcome, I sure as hell don't feel welcome. #blackicecity is a fine alternate chat for now, but it feels really close to home, and I'd like to ditch esper entirely if I'm doing the big jump. Honestly I don't want to leave any of you, but it looks like it's gonna happen to at least a few, maybe even a lot more because I don't realistically expect you to leave KRR because I will.


Ideally someone has a site and we can start a site and forum there with most of KRR that agreed with me, but that's a pipe dream.


There are apparently several misunderstandings I had with multiple people, but basically it's a case of 'you knocked the can of paint over' and I'm saying "so what, it looks nice". I don't think I have to apologize to them and obviously neither them to me, but some of you I feel I've let down, especially since PP is "temporarily on hiatus". Some of you have to wake up and try to figure out what the fuck occurred here around JAPAN TIME today-- Diddgery comes to mind, hi Diddgery for whatever reason I hope you're more pissed at me than horrified in general --and then several people lost their jobs, most notably Asotoku, that's entirely my fault, I don't know how the fuck in a million years I can make up for that, I'd like to try to get you your job back, god knows that's not realistic...

I'm not going to leave KRR/#krr immediately, because I have several friends there! I'd like to see what if at all they'd do, so I'm *around* for a few more days, but I'm sure as hell not actually around. And when I say KRR is shit (opinion, of course!), I'll be meaning as a Kirby fansite it's been terrible for years, as a community site it just got anally slammed with a log up the sphincter, and what have you. I guess people voted on it! That's cool! It's unexpected, but it's cool!



I feel so fucking horrible for the people on my LJ list who have no clue what KRR is!

Weekends start at 11 AM.

polysics kicks ass

Listen:

I am in a single room dorm. That is, I am the only person in this room, and for the purposes of giving you a vague idea of how large this single room is, I am going to measure the dimensions with a ruler, one not unlike the sort you may be familiar with using at school, about as long as a three-ring binder is tall.

I will be right back.

10 rulers wide by 9-and-a-bit-more long.

I haven't forgotten the height. You however might have. Nonetheless. It is 8 and a bit more of another rulers tall.

Why am I telling you this? I am bored. Procrastinating on the third day of homework involves THE DECADENT - CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE from President's Choice and reading books. It also involves wondering how or why I would go jogging with an Asian girl and occasionally reading people's opinions about how internet pacifism or something along those lines is the same as supporting the terrorists. By the last bit-- the supporting the terrorists bit, I mean to show how bored I am by loosely referencing retarded things.



I lied earlier. I'm not alone. There is someone here in this room sharing in this boredom with me. They are slamming themselves against the walls and being horribly annoying. They refuse to leave. Actually, I think they're too stupid to know how.



Musca domestica.


I opened the window for it but it somewhat refuses to leave. It once even approached the window, and I ran up and shut the door thing behind it, but it flew under and continued to bother me. It is too stupid to know, and even when I make a big show of endlessly swatting at it, it refuses to do anything, except maybe move to another spot to avoid getting killed.

While at home it would simply fly into another room, and you, dear reader, may be accustomed to a fly that annoys you eventually going its own way (as I once was), I have unwillingly found an unwilling dorm mate, and it refuses to leave.













Where the hell is it?



It's gone!




I do not like the common bathroom. It is not as bad as I initially assumed it might be while I was contemplating the idea at home, because I am easily able to accommodate my phobia of public washrooms and urinals via toilet paper and the surprising lack of urinals -- maybe not so surprising, but there is still there is still a sense in the common bathroom that makes me prefer a private one. There is a sense of getting in and out as quickly as possible, and there is no sense of comfort. Whereas at home, I treated the washroom as a private event-- a cozy spot to read a book while taking a shit, take my iPod with me, maybe even say words to myself just to see how they sound when I say them -- even sitting down here my feet are on tiptoe. Somehow, whether taking a piss

the fly is back, he is trying to eat my apple*

or whatever else, the washroom exudes an aura of "you're fucking disgusting, get it over with and get out". I miss "welcome mark, have a seat. Have you ever wondered how to say 'musca domestica'? Feel free to practice!"



* I have a strange habit I think I am fairly alone in, and I am wholy used to it, and everyone I know is wholy used to it, but here, nobody is used to it. It entirely slipped my mind until I saw people staring.

I eat apples whole! At a young age, the idea of stopping at any point of eating an apple was a confusing idea, and so I never did. Aside from taking out the stem, if you hand me an apple, there will be nothing left. But just like I consider the people who throw out pizza crusts to be stupid and dumb, I've come to think you're all dumb as well. What's wrong with an apple core? It only looks disgusting because of your gnaw marks leaving a ridiculous misshapen cylinder in the wake of an apple, but there is really nothing too different about it from the rest.


Actually, I'm fairly sure apple seeds are bad for you and it's a fairly disgusting habit of mine.

I haven't eaten dinner yet. I'm tired of chicken burgers after only three days, and I'm afraid the angry Asian lady will be the one to make it for me again

Y do we fall? So we can pick ourselves up!

I am happy here.
I am sad here.
I am here.


It is.. nice.

Apple - iPod - Which iPod are you?


I'm definitely not a shuffle kinda guy (man I would just try to enter the 1000 iPod shuffle giveaways people have nowadays anyways..) and I'm definitely not a nano guy because the new design isn't exactly the nicest looking. The 80 GB iPod classic is nice for the price, but I'm never actually ever gonna get that much music, or am I!

I was totally hoping the big thing the new iPods would have is a more storage space, so I was hoping for between 10~20 GB iPods, the 16 GB iPod touch is the closest thing. It's also the most expensive thing there, and that's before the US-CAN currency dance. It's also the coolest thing.

Wet dream purchase-  16 GB iPod touch
Fairly plausible purchase- 80 GB iPod classic
Inconvenient but most plausible purchase- 8 GB iPod nano (weren't there 8 GB nanos last gen? Honestly I'd just get that..)


I'm still fiddling around with a 6 GB mini from its last generation run, I dunno.


PS yesterday's party was awesome. Maybe more later, but basically I had fun at a huge social gathering haha whaaat